Who gives a F about his personal life?
He gets off on telling people what naughty things he has done. My guess is he keeps mental notes of what he does now that could have gotten him disfellowshipped when he was a JW. Anyone else would have been embarrassed they had to pay for sex, but I think he really got off on cheating on his wife. The sheer thrill of it. Why else did he ask Dijana to purchase condoms for him when he had the tickets to Thailand? He could have easily picked them up discreetly. Lloyd wanted to leave little doubt in her mind as to what he was up to, which makes his claims that he was there for the scuba and the food such a bold faced lie.
He claims he was forced into the livestream but I think he really did want to eventually tell everyone and in the process manipulate their thinking to make what he did acceptable. The letters say it all when he outlined his proposal of an open marriage complete with regular visits with prostitutes. He wanted it all normalised. Had the open marriage worked, he would have made a video about the new arrangement, telling people how great it was for both parties. (And also signaling to his female followers that he was sexually available to them).
Same game plan here. The shroom video was his way of telling everyone he uses drugs and it’s all good. It goes much further than shrooms, but doing a video about snorting coke is taking it too far.